Until the recent past, shopping existed as therapy and a way to for a least a little while forget about life’s struggles. I loved finding good deals and saving money on unplanned purchases. Loved the image I showed from being stylish, though I’m not sure how much others actually noticed.
For whatever reason, the feel of some new thing energized me and gave me a sort of high. A high I forgot and needed again as soon as the new became old.
I’m not sure when, but the same sort of fading of newness happened with my physical self too. I find myself wondering…
When did the physical weariness begin to rear its ugly head?
When did the groaning and sighing become so commonplace?
When did my desire to recuperate replace my desire to be active?
I’m not talking a negativity, really, but rather an increased awareness that feeling new and energized — like I used to in a new outfit — happens a lot less frequently in the physical sense now than it used to not too many years ago. My body simply doesn’t respond and renew physically like it did even 5 years ago. At the same time, my desire to focus there exists more for maintenance purposes now anyway.
When I read 2 Corinthians 5:1-10, I gain a better understanding of what’s likely happening. I’m becoming more aware of my earthly tent and its weaknesses. At times, I focus there and allow the number of my life as it increases toward finality to consume me. If I stay in that thinking, I get increasingly discouraged. But if I choose to dwell instead on God’s truth, I find tremendous encouragement once again. Specifically, I am renewed in my knowledge that…
I will have an eternal home in Heaven one day, one God Himself made.
The body I will have will be like wearing heavenly clothing, like putting on a new outfit but knowing the newness will never fade.
Not only did God prepare this eternity for me, He guarantees its reality through His Holy Spirit.
This reality — one more real than the physical one we live in now — not only encourages me, it gives me great confidence too. And this confidence…
Always exists even though I’m not yet in my real home.
Focuses on believing rather than seeing.
Provides motivation to always please the Lord.
The encouragement and confidence instilled by God’s truth in my heart through His Holy Spirit helps me turn my birthday focus from a melancholy perspective that feels overwhelmed by the current reality to one that aims to please God rather than self. One where the earthly weakness still exists but that matters less and less as eternal life draws increasingly near.
DISCUSSION: How does “believing is seeing” play out in your life?