In my recent season of being too busy, I just wanted time to think. Tired of reacting and letting circumstances control my day, I felt desperate to Set the Pace of my day instead of letting the day set my pace.
Slow Productivity (Cal Newport) and 12 Rules for Life (Jordan Peterson) fed my desire to think and work deeply. My Reading Life, without my realizing it when I chose to read those books, was a part of me attempting to find my Comfortably Uncomfortable balance again.
Admitting need. Asking for help. Living authentically by following my own advice to say “no” and take small steps that would add up to big change. Stop wondering how I got back to a too busy base. Quit trying to figure it out. Just take steps to move forward toward a more natural pace.
Then came the words that propelled me into action.
“Be very careful, then, how you live – not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity because the days are evil.” (Ephesians 5:15-16)
Not everything this verse refers to applies to my situation, but some sure did. I hadn’t been careful in some areas. I wasn’t making the most of every opportunity. These realizations led to saying “no” to some good things, so I could apply myself deeply to what was best.
I now stand reminded to take better care of my emotions and my attitude. Paul’s instruction for Christian living in these chapters reminded me to try to understand the Lord’s will and be filled with the Spirit in preparation instead of desperation.
Christ walked a steady pace, always deliberately walking out his purpose. Nothing was a distraction. He set the standard for a focused life.
Now, back on track, my new self aims for righteousness with a renewed mindset. I carefully move forward, seeking wisdom and embracing opportunities. Lofty goals but ones set by the one who promises to steady me if I let him. For that reason, I move with boldness and confidence at a natural pace as directed by the Lord with my regular prayer of, “Lord, I’ve planned my way. Direct my steps.” (Proverbs 16:9)
P.S. Please remind me of this post – and especially these parts of scripture – when I forget to be careful again.
