Feel Like a Doormat?
Ever made plans, got organized and fully prepared to follow through, only to have them changed by someone who already agreed to those plans? Do the same people seem to do this to you often?
What about making plans only to having someone who isn’t a part of those plans insist you change them to accommodate their plans, preferences, and desires? Do your plans often seem less important?
Perhaps you usually keep your plans, preferences, and desires to yourself because you fear others might not listen or will get offended because you don’t agree with what they want. You feel others simply don’t value what’s important to you.
When these types of situations happen and you fold to others once again, do you wonder if you are simply a doormat? Do you think you’re always taken advantage of by others because you don’t speak up for yourself? Maybe you’ve just decided you’re simply a pushover, and that’s your lot in life because you’re afraid to speak up for fear of hurting people you care about.
The problem for you could even be that you believe “turn the other cheek” as well as “walk the second mile” (Matthew 5:38-42) mean you should always give in to the plans, preferences, and desires of others and disregard your own. Plus, Scripture talks so much about humility — thinking of yourself less — and you really want to live this out.
Should Assertiveness be Your Goal?
Assertive = Confidently aggressive or self-assured.
At times, maybe you decide you’ve had enough, and decide to become more assertive. You’re tired of being walked on and don’t want to put up with it anymore, not even from those closest to you. So, you decide to become more assertive.
Even though you’ve made this goal, you still fear becoming assertive because you don’t want to seem aggressive and selfish. You also don’t want to offend others. Plus, maybe you just don’t have an outgoing personality that seems to support assertiveness.
Mixed in with all of this is knowing that the way you feel now isn’t what God desires either. You don’t believe he meant for you to feel overlooked all the time. He doesn’t give you ideas and desires only to have them continually disregarded, right?
Maybe assertiveness is the right approach. After all, everyone thinks assertiveness is good. At the same time, it just doesn’t feel quite right for some people.
Focus Determines Reality
Assertiveness certainly shows up in Scripture. In fact, Jesus often showed a confident aggression. Consider how he talked to the pharisees (Matthew 23:13-36) and about how he showed anger in the temple courts (Matthew 21:12-13). Jesus definitely sets an example of confident aggression.
The second part of the definition of assertiveness, the “self assured” part, hangs me up though. Scripture just doesn’t support basing your confidence in yourself (Philippians 3:3), which is where assertiveness places the focus. Instead, as we focus on Christ and who he is, we better see how to assert confidence that comes from who he is and what he has done for us.
“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him and He will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.” (Psalm 37:4-6)
With that truth in hand, the goal really then focuses on becoming Christ-like, not being assertive. Being Christ-like means committing your ways to him and trusting him to work in your life instead of relying on your own efforts. It may involve assertiveness, but it does not make it the ultimate goal.